__[[* all bout me, my diary.* ]]

2004-12-13T11:43:00.000+08:00

im dwn. i cant belief wad i hear. i tried to b strong. i noe tt my frenz r dere 4 me. i tried to put everytink behind my mind. i failed. everytink juz cums bac to no.1 again. frm where it started. i nd time. but de morr time i hav de morr pain i'll hav to endure. i dun wan all dese. ids damn sh*ting. u made me lose all my confidence in my decision. i kp tellin myself tt i cant do tt. cuz i noe if i would 2, im juz lyk stabing myself in de heart over & over again. u cant make a decision too. i noe u're willin to gif up. budden i dun wan. i noe tt wadeva decision i make i'll stil regret.

coach. 1st u put me into bball & nw u wana use it to threaten me & take it out of my life. u made it my everytink. ids bball where i've found true frenz. ids bball where i noe de meanin of teamwork. i've learn lots of tinks frm it. u noe tt tinks would happen. u kept askin me to stay away frm de boiz frm de start. sorrie but i cant control my feelings. ids where i found true love. ids where all my memories r. my happy times r all spent dere. 2nd, didn cum to me personally. i dun noe wad r u tinkin bout. if u're so damn serious bout it y didn u came. 3rd, 'sun bian'. i cant take it. i dun understand u.

im afraid tt u'll bench me. it makes me lose confidence. if u're to ask me bout tiz b4 de match i dunoe wad'll happen. so wad if my ans agrees wif u huh? i stil cant concentrate. i dun want tt to happen. i cant let de team dwn. dey've been dere 4 me when i needed dem. i rather b out of de court. i rather u let sum1 else in. u opened a wound in my heart & now u wan to make it a scar. no matter wad i'll stil respect u. if u vry happen, juz vry vry happen to leave de scar dere, id wil b dere 4eva. althou time may lighten it juz tt little bit, id'll stil b dere. i cant foresee anytink now. i dun wan to.

u noe wad, de worst tink is tt when 2 love each other so so so deeply, dey'll stil hav to part. & all tiz r in ur hands. i cant belief it. i juz cant belief it.

2004-12-12T13:20:00.000+08:00

ellO peeps. haix. bac here to blog again. feeling dwn as i can be.
sat dwn on my bed & thot bout de tingy. haix. cant help but to say tt i dunoe wad 2 do. stared into space 4 long time. noticed de poster on my bedrm wall. mum put it up dere long ago. didn realie read it b4 & get to noe de meanin as i treat it as oni a deco. but til nw, i start to notice it morr & morr. kp tinkin of it. thot tt it was meaninless sumhow. haix.

The Best Way To Make It Through...

Is To Listen To Your Heart.

In life, we have to make decisions that aren't easy.we're afraid that whatever choice we make wil upset someone we love.

It is at these times that we need to stop and listen to the voice inside us. If we just listen to the wishes of those around us and ignore our own feelings, we will not be truely happy.

Listen to what you know is right and stand by that, because when you do, you wil be truely happy.

haix. nw how. listen to my heart. my heart tells me tt im not suppose to leave de team. tt's a selfish kinda act. my heart tells me tt i muz respect coach & listen to him as he's elder & mayb he does noe morr den i do. but by doin tiz, i'm not truely happie. i oso dun wana bluff coach. i dunoe wad is rite. so hw can i be truely happie??? hw 2. i dunoe. i cant leave him. i juz cant. i oso cant leave de team. telling a lie is juz lyk goin against myself. isn't tiz meaningless. after reading it i stil cant make any decision. wad motivation poster is tiz. ha. ids kinda dis-motivate me rather. spending my time wif him dese few daez b4 tues is all i want. i wana noe tt he's dere 4 me. tues de 'dead dae'. i dun wana it to cum. can i juz lyk fastforward or rather skip tiz dae huh? i noe tt by doin tiz is juz puttin tinks aside. i noe i'll stil hav to make a choice in de end. haix. y r all tiz happening to me. i dun get it at all.

2004-12-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

heyys peeps. bac frm aussie n im here bloggin. tinks had happen. no mood to blog bout the trip 2..i'll do it another dae i guess.

wad does coach wants huh. sayin tt r/s wil hav a bad image on bball galz. say taking precaution. if i can stand in his shoes cant he stand in mine? ids not tt im slackin or wad. nth has happened de past mths. y now all tiz? y NOW??? it was so smooth. i thot id'll b easy. i thot everytink wil b alrite. y muz all tiz tinks happen? is tiz fair huh. IS TIZ FAIR??

nv thot tt bball would b my cca. he brought me into it. he made it my life & nw wants to take it away frm me. threatenin me, controling me. wads tiz huh. i put all my effort in everytink i do. 4 all the trainings & matches. my studies 2. y muz he do tiz to me? i rather he not choosing me into de team. i rather b in eldds. ha. or art club. i gave up dose 4 bball n nw wad he wants? saving trouble 4 urself & de team? i can tel u tt id was fine. u didn even noe bout it rite huh. sum1 told u & u came out wif all tiz. do u tink tt it feels gd. sayin it to sum1 & askin her to tell me. y cant u tell me urself if u're so serious bout it. dun sae ids 'sun bian' or wad. dun tell me tt u're feeling bad or wad. isn't dere another way out other den tiz?

i dun wana comment on anytink de budden i juz wana sae. helo~ where's de coach i used to noe. de perfect coach i thot. usin all tiz mean ways. askin me to choose. ids juz lyk askin me wich hand u wana chop off? right or left. i cant choose. y r all dese tears coming dwn. coach, r u happie to c me tiz wae. i dunoe hw 2 face u in de future. i dunoe. im scared. wad u wan. if i leave de team juz bcuz of jy den ain't i selfish. i realie dunoe wad to do. i dunwan bluff u. so telling a white lie is oni 10% of wad im gona do. i dunoe wad de endin would b. i cant foresee anitink. althou u didn say anitink to me but oni ask joey to tel me, but in tiz way i noe tt u tink tt gals talk betta budden if u c it in another wae, i noe tt u dun wana hurt me. u feel guilt dun u? or mayb u dun. ha. i dunoe. fancy u're tinkin tt dey're juz sum kids. too young. breakup & i'll hav less trouble. u're wrong. by doin tiz, u made me change my opinion of u.

beginning of de yr if u stil rmb, askin jy stand in front of de whole bball team and askin him if he lyks me. n if i do lyk him u'll not sae anytink. then nw wad? goin bac on ur words. is tiz de way bballers r? y muz u do tiz 2 me. i dun understand. if u fancy me juz sayin 2 u tt me & jy hav broken and u're happie, u're wrong. the feeling's stil dere. it WON'T fade. by doin tiz u lessen my concentration durin trainin & matches. i wun b de me u used 2 noe.

i dunoe. i dun dare c u. de nex match on tues. boys r havin trainin 2 i suppose. i noe tt u'll b askin me bout tiz. i noe. i dunoe hw 2 ans u. i juz cant imagine. seeing r/s break. r u happie? or mayb u tink tt dey juz kids. no feeling one. juz play play. after a while ok liao. i can tel u tt u're wrong. mayb i'll b alrite after awhile cuz life stil hav to go on budden i'll nv 4gif u. althou i stil treat u as my coach, i respect u budden i'll nv 4gt wad u did.

peeps, if u c tiz, pls dun go tel coach or wad. thx. ids enuff pain nw. ids ENUFF!!! im juz sayin wad i wana sae. so dun go round tellin ppl. thx. hurting as much as i can. pls dun. juz see id & mayb u noe hw m i feeling nw. ids shit. damn shit. i dunoe.

2004-12-02T07:50:00.000+08:00

heyys. guess wad. im at de airport usin de 'free internet'. wahseh. hope tt i can stand here til de plane flies lehx. haha. woke up at 5.30am 2dae. kkaez. gonna hav a great time dere bahx. all de bez peeps. cya! ;p

2004-12-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

omg. b4 i go. juz wached de spore final. ids so nice. both r soooo damn gd sia. hw. nw ive change my view. sly oso gt tt talent!!!! omg. dey r so gd.

de song 'i dream' juz rawks 2 de core!! woohoo.. tink sly sing de song morr natural. omg. both r my idol!!! one so rocky, one so smooth. wahseh. nice.

dunoe hu wil win sia. so glad tt i gotta wach tiz. ha. kkaez. hope tt both wil cum out wif sum album or sumtink. it'll sure b gd selling. ha. nice. cant stop tinkin bout it man. k larz. c spore idol le den i'll b goin aussie le. bye peeps. nite too

2004-12-01T18:43:00.000+08:00

heyys. sorrie peeps. didn blog here vry long le. kkaez.
im sorrie. kinda left it de way it was lyk. opps. sorrie. kkaez. here im bac b4 my trip to australia.
erms. got nth muchie 2 blogg to bahx. ytd went escape wif deardear, clar & py. had a fun dae.
shld b a fun trip dere ba. im sure it'd b. but de tingy i cant seem to leave ish deardear. m i juz tinkin toooo much?
kkaez. relax. juz 4 de abt 10 daez?. ha. haven tried not seeing him 4 even mor den 3 daez. i dunoe. juz let it b bahx. mayb de fun may juz cover up my feelings ba. i dunoe. budden i juz wana sae tt u're de 1st in moi heart & dere's no doubt bout it. u're always on my mind.
2dae's a slacko dae. tv, com, tv, com. wtf ish tiz man. slackin myself b4 de trip. cant b bothered much either. tinks r all in place i tink. flight at 8 2mr morning.
sorrie C`galz. i cant b dere wif u all. budden jiayou aniwae. dun create a barrier 4 urself juz bcuz u all hear tt dey r sum champ or wadeva. juz noe tt u've done ur bez & u'll regret nth. kampateii~ u all can do it de.
s'pore idol tonite. hope tt taufik wil win. sly dun hav tt talent as much as taufik. its realie hard to sae hu wil win. cuz sly hav tt big fan base. ha. tt beng look. mayb all dose gals dere r juz sum ppl hu goes 4 look ba. kaez. im juz gifin my comments here. pls dun start f*ckin up my tagg bored wif all ur comments on s'pore idol. thx. budden dun tink anione would bahx. its so quiet here. bleahs.

kkaez. tiz my post le. wil post again in ard 10 daez time. wish me all de bez ppl. *poof*
gone aussie~ GONE.

2004-11-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

heyys. nv knew tt kaihui would tagg mii!!! thxthx.. thx so much..=)
erms. haix. tinks r goin my wae? ha. i dunoe. a rainy fridae nite. wad would i wan moz? huh.
is not tt i wana recall all de unhappie tinks budden ids juz... i dunoe hw 2 sae..
i wana feel de warmth. i dunwan dose tears. where r de happie moments? where?
budden tinks seems to hav got betta? i dunoe. it takes time. mayb all it nd is juz time & trust.
it hurts mii so much 2 hear u cry. everytime i hear tt, hw i wish de person cryin would b me. how i wish.
i've blogg at our blog 2dae. so dere's nth 2 sae much here. i've learn an important lesson. ppl, its real. ' live each dae to de fullest and cherish every moment. dun turn bac & regret cuz its no use at all. '
ids 12.48am nw. iim missing him. terribly. de fonecalls arent de same animor. i noe. it nds time. mayb time can heal all wounds bahx..mayb..
i noe he feels bad. im feelin bad as i can b too. dun cry. i dunwan u 2 cry. nvr.
we'll overcum everytink. i noe we can.

::trust&believe::cryinmyselftosleep::

new bloggie

2004-11-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

heyys peeps. tink i wun b bloggin much here le. gotta new bloggie. hees=p
budden wil stil blog lar. erms de new bloggie url

www.azililuvus.blogspot.com

tagg dere too kkaez. N add it to ur blgg 2 if u hav 1. thx peeps. nitex..

omg

2004-11-13T10:46:00.000+08:00

heyys. sorrie. i wasnt able 2 blog ytd nite. dunoe wad happen 2 my com. haix. lagg ar.

Mmm..ytd seniors played wif ajc. although lost budden dey played realie hard. jiayou!!. meet eunice 1st at bustop oppo hougang pt den 2gether go YCK mrt station 2 mt py & nette. den so 'qiao'. saw baoxian & tingying dere. waitin 4 others 2.. so wait 2gether. den me & tingying talk talk. she sae mayb playin wif anglican on tues. wah seh. i thought she oni sae sae de. den after saw coach tt time, he realie sae
"tues 8am mt at tanah merah mrt station. goin 2 play wif anglican."
i was lyk omg!! cuz de seniors sae dey play oso lose liaox. den if we play sure bein trash lyk siao de lor..how..omg omg omg.
den ytd sumor joey dey all cum tt time den dey didn wear sch U. den sae we didn tel dem nd 2 do so. den we lyk, its our fault mehx... haix. realationship between teamates gettin worst b4 de match.. how?!.. hope dey dun hold any grudge bahx..pls..
dunoe hw's de feelin lyk 2 lose de 1st match we r goin 2 play...N i dun tink tt its gonna feel good. eunice stil sae tt its gonna b a tough competition 4 us cuz mos of her frens sae their zone quite easy. cuz alot of mix sch den nt vry gd. dose vry vry gd de all frm all galz sch de. & is in our zone lorx...omg. den she sae our defence nt enuf. alot of 2 & 3 budden vry little 4 & 5. k enuff of all dese le. not gonna stress myself=p

yah. den ytd evenin -deardear- pei me walk home all de way frm amk central. thx so much. xin ku ni le bahx..tink laz nite we'd sum 'misunderstanding'.. over le kaez.. i dun wana hear tt u r sad or anytink. cuz u noe tt when u r happie, i m 2...=) lurve ya. muackxx.=p

kkaez. shall stop here le. bro rushin me liaox. he wana use com. shall blogg again later if i hav de time 2 do so bahx..hav a gd dae peeps!!x)

2004-11-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

ellO peeeps. bacc again=p

erms. ytd was a fun dae i shld sae. hees=p went out wif my pri sch bestest budds!! woke up at `bout 10.30 den slack ard. wait 4 their call den took bus 2 YCK mrt station. we on de wae lyk siao siao lyk tt. luff luff den talk talk. den took 2 causeway pt. wach 'sharktale'. not bad i shld sae. quite meaningful bahx..de cinema dere vry cold arhx. luckily i gt brin sweater. heng arhx..den at 1st wana go in tt time quite scary. hees=p cuz when open de cinema door tt time den is a black curtain. de feelin was lyk wana go in 'haunted hse' lyk tt=p

after tt den went to walk ard. feelin quite hungry as didn eat lunch mar so we go eat seoul garden. paid abt $20 lyk tt 4 1 person. erms. nearly ate until vomit. got alot of nice tinks. juz ate a little of different tinks den vry full le. erms shld i name wad i ate???..

3 spoonfuls of differnet kinds of beef. 7-8 sotong balls. 10+ prawns. 3 dumplings. 3 tau pok. few slices of fish. 2 pizzas. 1 egg sushi. 2 chicken wings. i bowl of ice kachang. a bowl of ice-cream. shld b all le bahx=p.

at nite called -deardear-. had a fun time talkin on de fone. hahax. we had a 'mini concert'=p he sang reali well!! vry nice. had a gd nite slp......`Zzz

felt guilty again!!. haix. so 2dae went swimin in de morning. swam 30 laps of freestyle in 37 mins. happie wif my results i shld sae. budden tink i can do betta! =) try 2 get over de temptation of food. so ate a waffle an a apple for de dae until now. tink i will get over it fast.
walked home frm de swimmin complex den wached tv. slept 4 an hour den came 2 blogg. tt shld b all le bahx.

Mmm..`bout 2 daes didn see -deardear- le. missing him.
~"u r always on my mind & has never left it 4 de slightest moment "~

sentosa

2004-11-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

kkaez. Mmm. let's blogg abt ytd. 2dae gt nth much. juz went 4 swimmin den to my aunt hse.

ytd arhx, woke up at abt 9.30 & was vry happie cuz was 2nd anniversary!! hehex.. den decided 2 cook sumtink 4 lunch. i can cook kaezz=p.. cooked chicken soup. nt bad. hahax.. den wached meteor garden. after wif -deardear- go sentosa. hahax.. de weather was hot. realie hot. sum1 stil sae wil rain. i was lyk sweating lorz..hehex..

reach dere abt lyk evening le. den wach sunset. vry nice!!. it was lyk once in 1000 yrs.. after tt wach muscial fountain. actually wach b4 le. laz yr. wif my pri sch frenx. budden thot tt it wil change after 1 yr le mar. budden is was lyk stil de same. haix. ok. budden is wach wif different ppl so nvm.=p after tt was lyk abt 8+ le so decided 2 go home. we walked our way out. on de way talk talk sing sing. hahax. vry fun. den ate at a restaurant called 'spizza 4 frenx'. ate de seafood de. not bad. budden was lyk digging 4 $. hahax. after tt stil got a pathetic $4 left. so decided 2 spent it all. bought a 'xtreme shake'. den i go ask wad's tt. de aunty said "more milk, more ice-cream", and i was thinkin.= more fats!!! arghxx.. budden i stil bought it. de taste was vry rich. felt guilty=p..

reach home abt 11+ le. so late horx. hees. on de bus home, told -deardear- some of my deepest secrets. hahax.. cuz tink tt i see a future ahead & wan 2 share my everytink wif him. hees=p.. heyys, i tell u all oso kkaez..

come nearer..shhhh..'i'm an idiot' shhh.. dun sae out kkaez..lolx!!

k larx. nth much 2 sae le. nitex peeps. swt dreams..x)

moodless

2004-11-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

erms, ytd didn blogg cuz com breakdwn.
haix. alot of tinks happen recently. dunoe hw 2 sae. juz dun hav de mood 2 blogg.
lost my dog, grandma admitted 2 hospital..
went 2 geylang serai 2dae. alot of tinks. ppl hu lyk 2 walk pasar malam de can go dere walk cuz realie got alot of tinks. can walk 4 abt 3 hrs de.. den gt alot of nice food 2...
2mr bball trainin muz work harder 2 get off all de fats from wich i'd eaten dose nice food.
tt's all peeps.

nth

2004-11-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

ellO. erms. 2dae nth much 2 blogg abt bahx. mornin woken up by sum1 msg at 5.35 lorz. hees=p. budden went bac 2 slp again until 9.30 lyk tt den clar sae py wana go see vball match cuz rp ask her go. erms. yah. den pei her go lorz. hees.

de match was erms. ok bahx. vry short. unlyk bball de. although lost budden tink dey can do betta nex time. jiayou!!!! after tt went 2 hav lunch den go 4 trainin. hahax.den eatin tt time saw a guy wif de 'cock' hairstyle. hees=p so we all talk abt it. sae sae sae den wen clar call coach wong tt time ask him if gt trainin, she was lyk, "hello, coc...erms coach wong arhx.." we were lyk luffin lyk mad..lolx!!

actually tink dun haff de budden since we all goin le so go lorz.hees=p. can see my -deardear- lehx. lalala~rainin heavily. we dun care le den 'chiong' across de road. quite fun lehx. hahax. budden reach sch smelly smelly wet wet de.=p

tink nth much le larz, after trainin den went 2 hav soya beancurd b4 goin home. tt's all 4 2dae bahx. nw waitin 4 -deardear- call. he ask me 2 rest assured--he'll call. lolx. kkaez, tt's all 4 2dae peeps. cya!! gud nitex~

2004-11-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

heyys. 2dae shld sae de 1st dae of de real 2mths holidae bahx. hmmmm...so long de holidaes, dunOe wad shld i do.

woke up at ard 9.30 lyk tt. washed up den went dwnstairs 2 buy waffle 4 breakfast. den nth much 2 do so use com. den wach tv. slack ard, pack my rm. de dae lyk so long liddat. feel lyk goin bac 2 sch lehx. sure sae i m mad rites. gt holidae dun1. hahax. budden tink of de holidae hmwrk i sian-ed liaox..

den -deardear- cum my hse dwnstairs. see him awhile oni den he go home le. it was lyk rainin de whole dae. luckily tink he reach home le den rain de bahx.

at nite was lyk stil rainin oso. den wif mum, aunt & her friend decided 2 go eat steamboat. vry nice. kkaez. ~'jacqueline's recommendation'~
.behind macpherson kopitiam
.de coffeeshop round de corner
.famous 4 de steamboat
---steamboat *****(die die must eat!!)
---honey ribs****(dun eat you'll regret)
---sambal kangkong***(shiok ar!)

tt's all 4 2dae le. reach home at 10 liddat. erms. tink i shall try callin my -deardear- once bahx. his sis sae he slp lerz. dunOe if shld disturb him. tink not vry gd lehx~ erms. i'll tink bout it. gud nite peeps. swt dreams.=)

dad bdae

2004-10-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

heyys. im bac. hees=). its bloggie time again.

found out tt all my post quite long lehx. so 2dae shall b a shortiie shortiie 1 bahx if i can. hees=) erms. 2dae's my daddie b'dae. "happie birthdae!!". althought didn gt him anytink budden stil wish him de bez of health.

in de noon stil had 'tim sum' wif my mum. erms. de food was nice. realie nice. yummy!! den when de bill came, it was lyk $123.75. i was lyk, OMG! is it real.. hahax. erms. it was de restaurant mistake. heng ar. cant believe my eyes. actuall price abt $40+++ lyk tt bahx. scare-ed me sia. at nite went 2 coffeeshop nearby 2 had dinner. de whole family eat was lyk oni $40. vry 'hua-suan' i shld sae. erms. yah. tt's all 4 2dae bahx. nth. juz eat, eat & eat sumor lorz. haix. lookin 4ward 2 bball trainin anot gonna bcum real fat piggy liaox.

erms. start 2 miss my 'fa dai er' siss liaox. so long didn talk or see dem le. den clar stil goin overseas on 2nd Nov. haix. hope 2 faster mt up wif dem budden i tink de nex trainin clar not around le. missin de daez. erms. if u all tend 2 gt 2 see dis, jus wana sae tt hope de bez 4 all of u kkaez. live life each dae 2 de fullest & i wil b here 4 u all no matter wad happens.

kkaez. i gonna end here le. hees=) juz nw got call my -deardear- le. sae he got sum hmwrk haven do finish yt. so go do 1st. erms. wil b waitin 4 his call though. gud nitex peeps. swt dreams..

2004-10-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

ellOx. wad a long dae. mmm.. mt fioxie in de mornin.. she sms me sae dun b late so i reached 30 mins earlier. hees=) wad a gd person i m. lalala~

went 2 heeren shops 4 de s'pore idol tingy. reached dere 2 noe tt tix can oni b given 2 dose above 16. sianx. budden at least gt de 'cinderella storie' notebk & poster of de idols. hees=) budden. erms. actually, we cut de Q. hahax. shhh. nobody said anitink budden felt quite bad actually. lyk ppl Q up so long den we juz cut de Q den 4 ard 5 mins den gt liaox. kkaez. its over. erms. yahh. fioxie's cousin was dere 2. not bad. we took neoprints. budden tink one time take twice abit ex larz. no $ liaox. tink dese few daez kp spendin $. vry bad. shld try 2 save. nw lookin at my acc, de $ kp droppin. heartache arhx!!

after tt went 2 mos burger 2 hav lunch. opps. fastfood again. haix. gonna grow realie fat tiz holidae. shucks!!. den went 2 plae arcade. budden de place wu-lu wu-lu de. de toilet damn stinko lorz. erms. plae de car racing. fun. budden in de end haven plae finish de card lost. haix. nvm den, so we decided 2 leave. cant do anitink rite. feelin quite dissapointed budden suan le. after tt fioxie went home den i go mt -deardear-

erms. dey at cine.so walked dere.de weather was so hot lorz. cant imagine hw dose ppl can stand outside giving out fliers. mt dem tt time dey were already lyk siao lyk tt. luff luff luff. dunOe wad happen oso. den go arcade again. i was lyk huh~ again. my pocket gonna hav a realie large hole.

plae 4 awhile den -deardear- wan 2 find his hp cannot find. omg. i was lyk shocked!! hw can it b. den we go ask a few guys budden dey claimed tt dey did nt take de hp. de look suspicious though. heyys. so betta look guai. hahax. looked ard den decided 2 ask dose peeps again. budden dey lyk bu shuang liddat sae dun hav. luckily gt sum1 ans de hp den sae left it at yoshinoya. phew!!! i was lyk. heng ar. xie tian xie di.. hw can b so careless..omg, its gonna b a lesson learnt man.

stand at de railings plae awhile den decided 2 go arcade plae again. wah. its was lyk i 1 whole yr didn touch DDR liaox. suddenly plae den vry fun. perspire though. fun i shld sae. luckily -deardear- oso noe hw 2 plae. unlyk. erms. shld nt name names. hees=p.. after tt den sae wana go home le. so walked 2 de mrt station. took 2 bishan den hav dinner dere. erms. den took bus home. on de way saw pasar malam. got dwn de bus den go walk. saw sum nice tinks budden didn buy. gt de temptation 4 'nai cha' so bought 1. budden nt nice de. so sweet.yucks!! kovan 1 nicer. yahs. reach home le den found out tt no1 at home. sianx.

heyys. so late le. gotta go call my -deardear- liaox. dunOe if he slpin. later 2 late den sae 'abit' sleepy. hees=). cya peeps

ttt

2004-10-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

All I am, all I'll be Everything in this world All that I'll ever need Is in your eyes Shining at me When you smile I can feel All my passion unfoldingYour hand brushes mine And a thousand sensations Seduce me 'cause I
Chorus

I do cherish youFor the rest of my life You don't have to think twiceI will love you still> From the depths of my soul It's beyond my control I've waited so long to say this to youIf you're asking do I love you this much

I do
In my world, before youI lived outside my emotions Didn't know where I was going' Till that day I found you How you opened my life To a new paradiseIn a world torn by change Still with all my heart' Till my dying day

2004-10-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

Oh my heavens..i thought my blogg spoil again.phew!! heng ar.. at 1st kp cannot write de.. heng ar.. den kp renew den open new window again..

Mmm..wad bout 2dae. let me see. yah!! take report bk sia. my heart was lyk gonna popped out lyk tt. 1st period was lyk dey sae gt spring cleanin budden lyk oso dun hav lehx. at last we do de survey den ms lie help us sweep de flr. so gd sia. budden tink 2dae is de last dae until nex yr 2 see dem le. dem as in my classmates=). nex yr stil all same klas.. mornin flag raising stil drizzling.. dunOe hw if suddenly a heavy dwnpour den wad ms tan gona do. yah. erms. kkaez, bac 2 report bk. at 1st gif bac our report bk den i was lyk dun dare 2 open budden klasmate sae dun hav de report slip inside. haix. made me scare-ed oni. hees=) den later she gave us bac. i was lyk omg i dun dare 2 see. den after tt see tt time was so shocked!! dun dare believe my eyes.

budden was quite happie wif my results. after all it was hard work paid off. was really glad. hees=). got 6 in klas & 15 in level. yah.=). after tt dunOe where 2 go so we go interchange see gt wad bus. Mmm..clar, py, -deardear-, me. go tampines<--shld b lyk tt bahx=p. go dere walk walk. den had lunch wich was quite diff frm other daez. sum sorta sphagetti wif cheese. omg. was so nice. at 'breeks' restaurant. den walkwalk le den go home. was so tired so slept awhile on de bus. was quite shiok actually. hees. reach home le read mag awhile den fall aslp. wake up den went 2 buy waffle 2 eat. dunOe y suddenly gt craving 4 waffle. hees. erms. tt shld sum up my dae bahx. cuz i nw stil eatin. lalala~ hehex.. nice.

2004-10-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

harlOe.. juz came home. hahax. wan 2 try it out at home..
Mmm.. not bad lehx. stil can. hahax=)
2dae dun feel lyk a thursdae 2 me bahx. de dae juz passed so fast.
erms. kkaez- recalling my dae:
woke up in de mornin feelin hungry.. bought sum fried mee frm dwnstairs, wach vcd den mt fioxie..on de wae my sandles snapped. on other dae dun snap, muz wait untili nw den snap. haiz..go buy slipper at $12.90, shld sae de price stil quite alrite bahx..do my blogg at fioxie hse den took bus 2 mt my -deardear-.. Mmm.. reach dere still quite early.. Or shld i sae. erms. nvm.. yah. walked ard kovan 4 ard an hr bahx.. erms. da same old tinks.. neoprints, clothes, food, shops.. blah blah blah~ saw quite a few peeps bah.
yah..den went 2 take da photo..nice!! hees. althought make bigger le budden blurrer.. in all its still nice! lalala~ so happie..

erms. dunOe wad he wil do when get home. bathe, eat, nononono- juz ate at burger king, wach tv den slp bahx. whole dae outside le. muz b tired bahx.

nw wachin ' the champion'.. nice show! cuz gt yanxingshu..shuai. budden tink he play bball nicer. hahax. wah, see oreadi gt alot of feelins sia. de yilin realie bad. ou xuan prettie!! hahax.

yah. mum 2dae went 2 bk tix . tink goin australia on da 2nd dec-9th dec. gonna miss everyone here.. hees. sae unitl lyk i go le den dun cum bac liddat.hahax..=) nolarz..esp tink i gonna miss my -deardear- real bad..Mmm..see hw it wil go bahx.. gd nitex peeps. all de bez & swt dreams~

duhs

2004-10-28T19:30:00.000+08:00

heyys. nw at fioxie hse. erms, juz doing my blogg bahx.
all dat naggin frm tt stupid junzhang..hahas..jkjk=p. do blogg do blogg..lalala~
erms.. yah. so naw juz start bloggin.
so, 2mr gettin bac report bk. so. dunoe hw.. haix.. hope 2 get gd results bahx..
hees. erms, abit worry oso bahx. nvm den, shall enjoy myself at fioxie hse.
all thx 2 her 4 da blogg!! hees. such a nice person 2 help me. hahax..
kkaez, everyone's borin nw.. so. i shall blogg!! duhz~
later still meetin -*deardear*- goin 2 go take sumtink!! hahax..so excited..
dunOe hw wil it b lyk.. tink dey nw wachin movie bahx.. mum stil callin me ask me faster g0 home. so sianx. kp naggin so much. urgghhs..
tink i quite bad lehx. actually wana mt him de.. budden cum my fren hse do blogg.=p. hOpe he wun mind bahx..fioxie sae tt can go wach s'pore idol finals!! buy 8 daez!! budden tink vry fast sell finish de nors. finals lehx.. wad u xpect huh~ hees. so happie.
budden dunoe if can go nort oso. muz c de report bk results bahx.
later nt tt li xiang den die=p..hehex. actually de feelin of bloggin nt bad lehx.
so long lyk didn blogg liaox~ lalala~
tink tt's all i've gotta blogg 4 2dae bahx.
dun realie noe wad2 sae nw.. hehex

~[[*__missing my deardear___]]~

bleh

2004-10-28T14:17:00.000+08:00

muhh new bloggie.
welcome to my life!

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